Brieeeee ([info]shutupgrandma) wrote,
@ 2005-12-06 23:16:00
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taken from an IM i sent someone.
idk what the fuck is going on and im tired of crying. i just want a friend. i want someone to care. i want someone to ask ME to hang out, i want someone to call ME and ask how im doing. i want someone to take care of ME for once. no one knows what its like to be in my shoes. im constantly getting fucked over and i have no one to talk to. they wanna lock me up and no one wants to help me get better. im so fucking scared. and the worst part is, everyone knows the bad shape im in yet no one cares.

Their response= "I care.... I dont know what to do though"
My Response= "i just want someone to be there for me. its not that hard, really. "

i used to have so many friends. now it feels like i have no one at all. god, i hate this.



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[info]darlingnikkinj
2005-12-07 01:48 pm UTC (link)
i'm sorry you feel so alone. i larve you.

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[info]schizorain
2005-12-07 06:16 pm UTC (link)
I wanna hang out with you!!! Like soon. Maybe this weekend if you want.

<3

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-07 09:44 pm UTC (link)
yeah well i tried to ask you how you were and you blew me off.i asked if there was ANYTHING i could do for you and you said no, i tried to tell you i cared and you told me to leave you alone. i told you that i love you and i still do and thats no lie. i tried to say i'm sorry... i fucked up. you don't deserve this shit. you don't deserve any of this, but things will get better, if you trust me with nothing else, trust me with that...as long as you let it.

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[info]anotherstep
2005-12-08 01:44 am UTC (link)
I tried to always be there for you, and I was until you wanted nothing to do with me, until I was a horrible friend and person according to you. I care about you and i'd be upset if you died but i'm not going to try and get you to be my friend again when you think of me like that.

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